[	mood	|	creative	]
[	music	|	all hail the heart breaker-the spill canvas	]

NEW EL JAY babies;;

ADD ME  PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I love you

doctor__saveme

[	mood	|	crappy	]
[	music	|	teenHeat-theBloodBrothers	]

I always hate THIS time of year mostly;; cause I look at myself and realize nothing chaged since last year

I don't understand sometimes the lanks I have to go before something good can actually happen;;fuck

I'm not saying nothing good ever happens to me cause that would be TOTAL bullshit;; but its deeper than that

[	mood	|	bored	]
[	music	|	asleep at the wheel;;a change of pace	]

The Fucking warped tour was amazing;; all i can say is i have never been so pleased..

Meeting Senses Fail seriously made me so happy;; i mean they are probably my favorite band and their lyrics are just so amazing;; Buddy was fucking cool shit

I only saw a bit of MCR;;but i've seen them before;;and Melissa and I went wild during BoysNightOut..cause we are cool like that.. and fuck we met the lead singer..he was really down to earth and super nice.

A Change Of Pace put on a fucking kick ass set even though these two skanks in front of me insisted on standing there doing nothing.

the warped tour was so good this year;; wayyyy better than last year;

and the best part was all my friends were there with me..

GOD I AM SO SORRY::ICAN'T do this anymore

I hate drama and I hate that WE aren't hanging out

maybe its just me that its killing but take this as an apology and if you forgive me maybe you could text me or we could talk

But i am dying

[	mood	|	blahhhhhh	]
[	music	|	i know i know i know-tegan and sara	]

Everything is a bit crazy for me right now;; like wondering whether people would rather you weren't around..and not being able to ask cause sometimes they just don't want to listen

I need 70 dollars for the warped tour if i can.. i didn't calculate my math correctly and i need 70 if i want 2 shirts depending on whether we end up buying tickets at the door

I keep thinking how i don't know if i ever want to get my license cause i can'tbe in car without the thought of an accident over playing in my head..its all a mess

I am never going to like anyone ever again;; and i am never going to tell them that i like them cause all it does is fucks things up

[	mood	|	DiscoBitch	]
[	music	|	halifax-i hate your eyes	]

My body is overwhelmed with excitement for the motherfucking VAN's WARPED TOUR;; Tarrah and I are going to make it a tradition we went last year and now this year and fuck next year;; and hopefully the taste of chaos will be like that;; an ongoing thing

Yesterday Dani and I went to visit Nash at work for his 16TH BIRTHDAY! and it was fun;;he seemed happy..and i wish i could have gotten something REAL;;and not some shitty card i made..I feel so bad that I can't give them anything near to what they have given me;;

[	mood	|	FUCKMYFACEFUCKMYNAME	]
[	music	|	HIPV-bleed for you	]

I am a HUGE MOTHERFUCKING IDIOT

and it hurts really bad..

i should have known and i dont know what i am thinking

[	mood	|	fuckyfucky	]
[	music	|	halifax-sydney	]

This kinda thinking always gets me into trouble

One Of my best friends' boy friend hates me and talks shit about me...she wouldnt believe it; or do anything about it..you can't make someone like someone else but still

It really hurts my feelings;cause i try so fucking hard and that asshole gets away with too much shit..and its like i am the one who i causing the trouble

AHHH! i need money...NASH MELISSA DANI AND TARRAH all are going to be older sooon and i need moneyy for my honeys

[	mood	|	LIKEOMGZ	]
[	music	|	december;achangeofpace	]

AH!;;i seriously hate the way i am right now;;

I feel ohsomotherfuckingshitty and i don't understand why

So;;Dani and I went grocery shopping and bought yummy organic food..But i need to by my own;;i am kinda poor

Finally;;something to look forward to and do;;a show tomorrow;;I need a job;;by the time i get paid and pay everyone back i will be poor

FuCKINgNuts...

oooooooooh...man i am in a weird place right now

[	mood	|	OhShitSon;;	]
[	music	|	i can make a mess;;an oak tree stands beside a Linden	]

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 Jesus cause ya know;;thats not amazingly sexy or anything;;I can't sleep..i have been up since 4 am

and it hurts;;my whole body;;